A Couple of Thoughts...
I just came back from having the WEIRDEST weekend ever. I spent a good part of yesterday morning thinking about what I'd write in this entry (actually while I was lying awake in bed writhing in pain because I drank my weight the night before in gin. Funny what goes thru your head when you're detoxing). Basically this entry was going to be angry and vindictive and sound hurt. However, after I stopped throwing up, my anger subsided & didn't feel it was necessary to single out a person on here. Rather, as the day progressed, I started to feel a little disappointed and instead of being angry about a single act, I am now seeing someone for how they really are. The sadness is still there and so is the hurt, but the anger is subsiding as it just takes up too much energy. Instead, I just feel loss.
Aside from that, I also decided that the day is always so much better when you're on a boat and I'm a good dancer.
High Kicks Forever!
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