to clarify...

I haven't been employed for over 2 years... In both the Advertising Agency & the Marketing Agency which I worked in, I was never employed as an employee but rather have just worked as an in house contract and have been paid as a vendor.

Recent events have just taken me out of the office and put me BACK at home where I was working just a year ago. This is something I actually wanted... well, I didn't want it in THIS apartment as the box is getting smaller each day I swear. However, I'm back to my own hours & schedule which I love and although there will be long hours ahead of me, I've managed to cut back on the 14 hour days (which will follow soon, I'm sure. Ok, who am I kidding. They're here again... but the crying has minimized).

What is different I've noticed is that I'm actually busy working. I haven't been writing because I haven't had the time believe it or not. Also, the past week of self loathing has finally subsided & am feeling outgoing again.

Anyhoo... summer is encroaching on us & I can feel the patio bevies on my lips as I write this.... let's hope it's going to be a good one. I had a dream last night that it was the end of August & I couldn't recall the summer. I was most unhappy about the fact that I didn't get to wear all of my fun summer clothes. Then I made out with Daniel Craig. HEY! I don't question it.. I just dream it.... Speaking of which, I'm going for a nap...