I Take It All Back...

So much for a new year & a new start. We all make resolutions. Maybe not at the start of a new year but when we forage into a new endeavor we all say the same thing to ourselves "this time will be different I'll....." (and you can fill in your own blank). Except it's not different. Nothing changes and it is the same all over again. Essentially it's the same sh*t different pile syndrome.

I actually am starting to hate this blog. Am starting to hate the repercussions of it. I can only say that if you had a problem with something that I wrote on here.... actually ask me about. You have to understand it is written tongue in cheek. I very rarely if at all express myself with any certain amount of sincerity. I am now mind you but rarely will I.

Anything that is truly personal, I tend to keep to myself. However, this has still come to bite me in the ass by more the one person. Whatever. If you don't have enough balls to confront me regarding an issue then that's your problem not mine. I don't have time for bull or bullshit so move along. Basically today, I'm pissed... I'm pissed off at a lot of people and mostly at myself because I've been sweating the small stuff as of late and in regards to this forum have feared and agonized what it is that I write. Worried about choices of words. Worried about situations I can speak of..... well screw it... it's your problem not mine.

I thought that me & my friends being in my 30's would yes, be old, but bring on a set of more mature people. When in fact, no but it's just that more disappointing because you expect more out of them. Maybe because I wouldn't treat someone that way. I like to think I have respect for others but it becomes sad when that is isn't reciprocated.