I Got Nothing...

I got nothing to say today... I've been living pretty low key as it's STILL SNOWING! Not only are the powers that be not listening to my weather requests, I didn't get the 2 bedroom downtown apartment. I don't know why I bother. I've been asking for a smaller ass for years, & yet it grows at an exponential rate which has nothing to do with the beer & nachos I eat AFTER I workout thank you very much....

I'm feinding for a Little Friday but I think I'll have to settle for a good workout & a Grey's Anatomy cry fest (we all know George's dad will die... so obvious)In plot lines like that I lose my shit as it hits close to home.

After seeing Finding Neverland, I had to run out of the theatre down the hall and lock myself in a bathroom stall because I was sobbing uncontrollably. Sorry, but you gotta be heartless if it doesn't tug at your heart strings (cover your ears, giving away an ending) when the little boy looks up with one single tear running down his cheek at Johnny Depp and asks to live with him after losing first his father & then at the end his mother... OMG. Completely lost it. The only consolation I had was that one of the other girls was not far behind me.

Another movie I lost it in was Crooklyn. The girl spent the summer away at her cousins to only come home and find out she lost her mother to cancer. WOW.... I had rented that with my boyfriend Jason, our friend Lee, & his GF Stacey. This was within a year of me losing my mother & so I had to excuse myself during the movie. When I finally was able to come out of the bathroom, Jason shit on me because he felt it was rude that I done that & our friends left because it was awkward........ um.... ok. Course this is the same guy that forgot about the year anniversary of such a life changing event for me so what should I really expect. When he kept threatening to jump off the pier when I dumped him, I should have handed him a life preserver.

SO anyways.... I guess I'll have to wait til the weekend for a little stress release but as always, there are multitude of things going on Saturday.... not so much Friday so I'll have to keep myself in check which is a REALLY hard thing to do as my correlating factor is becoming stronger & stronger (major inside joke, I'd explain it to you but I'll look like a total slut which at this point in the life of this blog is kind of moot).

Course just bringing up Jason again gives me many things to touch upon for tomorrow.... til then!