I may get the top button done up after all....

I forgot to mention yesterday, that I needed to get a new clock radio as it attempted to kick my ass with it's smugness. I set my alarm for 6 am every day. Do I get up at that hour?... No. (well, not anymore as it isn't blazing hot). Rather, I'm a sleep button connoisseur. The only reason I open my eyes at all is because the clock is at the foot of my bed and I must sit up to slam the button & then I'll fall back down for an 8 minute burst of sleep which in my opinion is usually the sweetest sleep of the night... But after doing this 2 or 3 times, I turn off the incessant beeping & allow only the radio to awaken me.

So yesterday, after hitting the button a record 4x, the first song I hear of the day is "All out of love" which normally is a secret fav but in light of recent events, was a bitter sweet shove to my ego. When it was followed immediately by "I want you to want me", I ripped the radio out of the wall & proceeded to throw it across the room... Ok who am I kidding? That is waaaaaaaaay too much effort for me to exude at that hour of the day but I was slapped in the face just the same.

What started out to be a crappy day, proceeded to drag on & I knew I needed to get out of my funk when I ran into my friend's little brother & he informed me "you look down". You know what you need to do then? Eat Sushi... a lot of it.. I'm talking hordes... actually it was pretty gross (the amout I mean, not the sushi itself), I'm still full... Ok, so get some sushi and a good group of friends (a key ingredient) and well, the Japanese beer also helped.

But no, last night was meant to be a pity party for a friend of ours who's ex got married this past weekend. But rather then it being a pity party, it was about a gathering of friends, the wishing good fortune & the start of something new. I'm a firm believer of trying to focus on the good things as we all have problems and setbacks but if you remember what makes you smile, it helps you get through.... and if you can find a little asian girl you can name spring roll, even better.

Today was a better wake up call... I found out I've got good bounce and I'm back to feeling fired up... I'm in a negotiating mood people.... wish me luck! Oh! and C-Hatch... I'm glad you don't smell like milk.